On September 22. 1999 after numerous psychics had informed him of his past life as John the Beloved, John under went hynosis in a past life regression. For an hour and a half he witnessed the initial meeting of John and Jeshua (Jesus) and also witnessed the whipping and crucifixtion of his beloved 'rabbi'.

The regression is transcribed here (coming soon). As large portions of the regression are moans and groans John has added his personal commentary to allow you to follow along with his experience.

Some portions of the regression were originally going to be omitted as they may create serious controversy, however John felt that it should printed as is, feeling that not sharing it all would be a deception. His personal belief is that we are to love one another and omitting any information from the regression would not be appropriate.

John still refers to his regression as a means of clarifying his beliefs. Multiple times throughout the regression he was told that the pathway to the divine is not only simple but within us. He feels that he has been called to awaken as many people to the devine within themselves.